it feels good to have finally tell your very good friend about things that you have wanted to tell her for the longest time. its a relieve actually. but i guess in a way it was me who wanted to tempt her to stay up chatting with me that i starting littering words that i thought would interest her. it did indeed. its funny how conversation started with gossipping ended with her knowing mostly everything that i have been up to lately. in between it all was make-up, gastric pains, being a pig, talking about being grounded, writing around bushes, and butterflies. hoho.
its amazing what having a proper catch up session makes to me. talking about everything under the sun. the best line said to me was that 'how u are now is still the same old u as how i met u 10 yrs before...' i have to say i am very proud and happy after i read that. althought i do not see them often enough or speak to them often enough but its just so comforting to speak to people who knows the real me and how i was last time. those whom you grew up with. yeah i have great friends here where i am. i enjoy it alot my time spent with these nice and fun people but how many of them actually knows the real me? yes, they know me as how i am now. but how much of me now am the me i was? or rather truly am? how many of them actually knows that i am loud? make a nuisance of 'us' when we are out? speak (in their words) loudly on the phone in public followed by a loud shoo and embarass them (i beg to differ though in this case)? my inability to whisper? haha. tons of other things and not only about me but me with my family and friends as well. most importantly how i have or have not changed .
i have to say ive never felt happier and sillier being called a pest, a retard and a fool. i was scolded for everything that i am and am not doing today! but its all good.
a little something that i have been listening to alot lately. a very, very well done piano and cello mesh of love story and viva la vida. click on play people!
oh and a post about how there are 12 different types of love from love actually. i counted mine and i have 5 .
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