embarassment is when your housemates tell you that they think you sing well and sound happy amidst the stress. omg. i should really tone down with the sing songy mood. but honestly speaking, how can you when you are listening to one song singing about silly romeo and juliet and another too happy talking about ridding yourself of vanities and just go with the season?
ive not been up to much lately. skiving lecs here and there and waking up late is definitely the most uninteresting to talk about. but pretty much that about it. hence a nice long weekend
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im back to doing what i used to do best avoiding study time lately, blog reading. its interesting to catch up with blog that i havent visited in ages. some good, mostly bad. good
read for the day. it is a good piece. most things i can relate to. ive even gone through and is going through the four phases mentioned. mind you, not all four at the same time. but definitely a been there done that and still going through sticky situations. heck, even most of the questions the author posed were the ones ive always had running in my head when i go through reflection period. not only reflection period but times when i see, read, or hear about them. humans are complicated enough but made even more so by what we call emotions. at times i lie to friends and even myself at times saying that enough is enough. its time to put a close to it. but you know, until you know the very true reason, its just not possible to have a true closure. some people understands, but mostly dont. its never just good enough to say ive had enough of this shit and therefore you can fuck off. things are always, always easier said than done.
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